Is it hard to believe I'm okay
After all, it's been awhile
Since you walked away
I'm way past crying
Over you finding someone else
You turned my days into nights (days into nights)
But now I see the light
And this maybe a big surprise to you
But you've made me stronger
By breaking my heart
You wounded my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of life
Yes, you've made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye
If you try to believe I'm not over you
Go ahead
There's nothing wrong with making believe
I know
Cuz I used to pretend you'd come back to me
But time has been such a friend
Brought me to my senses again
And I have you to thanked (I have you to thanked)
For setting me free (for setting me free)
Cuz you've made me stronger
By breaking my heart
You ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you've made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye
Think again
Don't feel so sorry for me, my friend
Oh, don't you know
I'm not the one at the loosing end (I'm not the one)
Cuz you've made me stronger
By breaking my heart
You ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you've made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye
You ended my life
And made a better one start
You taught me everything
From falling in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you've made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye, goodbye
You've made me stronger
Baby, by saying goodbye.
After several times of falling down.............
Hope my prayers to god would be heard.
I lost you, you and you.
We used to be great together,
We used to have loads to talk about,
We used to go out and laugh about everything,
We have been really close for almost a decade,
You showed me a way when i was lost,
You lifted me up when I was down,
I appreciate everything,
I'm glad, we were once, f-r-i-e-n-d-s.
Bored to hell. Gained 3 kgs. Have been eating too much. Back hurts. Slept too much. Holidays, shall end soon.
Night out for movie - Night at the museum II
Dearest nephew hao2-Lunch @ funwok kiulap!
Summon i got for not putting the parking coupon!I am currently watching The King Of Snooker. I think I'm going to finish it soon, sorry dear :D
Tomorrow will be the dumpling festival where everyone will be at the beach, INCLUDING ME! ME! ME! :D Hope it'll be fun.
For my dearest
Off now! xoxo
What a girl wants?
not the song by Christina Aguilera, but what a girl really wants. Guys can't really understand WHY girls manja/teh.. Well, in MY own opinion, why girls do that maybe because,
1. They want the guy's attention ..
2. They want to feel that, you still 'remember' that she's beside you ..
3. They hate it when they are always the one to hug/kiss you ..
4. She doesn't like to rely on guys too much ??
I think those are the reasons too, for why girls get mad for nothing/all of a sudden..Somehow I do that~
Fcking ulcer hurts!!
Drink so much water also no use !
I'm on diet. On diet! On diet! Was supposed to go Bandar to watch Night at the Museum II but no jadi because of whatever reasons it is lah. Think I'm going to watch this Saturday ;) Sleeping over too maybe. I really really really want to watch that movie in the cinema !! I'm craving for pizza NOW and it's 11:18. I'm wondering why isn't the singapore movie showing on AEC now.
I am tired.
I don't like it when my boyfriend SMOKES.
I don't like it when he doesn't listen to me.
I hate it when he gambles and keep looking at the score and totally forget about me.
I hate it when he goes out and never tells me where he is and WHO he is with.
I hate it when he talks about his ex-girlfriend (though i want to know but i just hate it).
I hate it when he doesn't smile.
I hate it when he drinks.
I hate it when he steps on my tail :(.
I hate it when, whenever I allow him to do one of the things I don't like him doing, he just goes over limit and then after that then he realizes. :(
But i love him too much!
The love has covered all the hate!
First of all..
happy belated birthday to dearest Jeanniu!!
I hope you liked the bouquet of rose (though it was a little dried up already because I kept it here at home for one night), the pretty necklace and lovely dress! :D
The sports that I've been doing for the past TWO days?
SWIMMING!!
Feels so nice to be in the water and swimming! Finally have the chance to swim. The weather these few days is really very nice for swimming. Yesterday we, me, kimfui, ting, ling and yao went swimming from 4pm until 6 i think? The weather was really really nice and there was no one at the swimming pool. Today we went at 5pm, still not many people there! But when it's almost 6, everyone starts coming. Especially the 'Adams', yknow, Gurkhas! They really can swim! The woman too. Envy~ It's not that I can't swim, but I will feel very tired after doing freestyle. So the best way to swim is, 'wa sik' lol. "Frog Style" Relaxing.
How does swimming help in losing weight/fats (for my case)
Swimming is considered by many as one of the best exercises to lose weight and to tone muscles because when you swim, most of your muscles are called into action and you are actually having a full body workout. Furthermore, swimming also has an aerobic effect and so the heart and lungs are getting their dose of exercise as well.
BUTTTTTTT,
(i) we feel very very hungry after we swim..
we might eat more than we have just burnt!
(ii) we feel very very tired after we swim..
sometimes even sleepy! then you just rely on swimming as your 'exercise'
Hmmm..
But I will still go swimming even though it costs me a dollar to swim for however long I want to! lol.
I want to lose weight SOOOOO badly!! I feel like an elephant somehow after the exam's stress and all those food going into my mouth because I keep on studying! And one more thing, I keep sitting down, I rarely leave my seat because I am studying. I hate to be distracted but then I love it when the music is on when I'm studying. I am weird, I know I know! (: Well, my point here is, I sit too much, that's why my belly is SO big now! And, i'm afraid
Exercise !! Exercise !! Exercise !!
*Eat on time ;)
* Don't eat SUPPER!!!!
* Drink more water!
* Exercise - Swim/Jog/Cycle.
* Sleep early & Wake up Early (seldom happens on me)
* Do chores to help sweat..
* Avoid
That is what I'm going to do for the next 3 months, hopefully =S!
Will be going up to Bandar to watch the premiere of Night at the Musuem II!
Believe it or not? I did not watch the part 1 until the beginning of this year! I was in KL then it was on the TV in the hotel! And then, I watched it. Really very excited to see the second part with the fella prens! :D
With that,
I end this post.
Lots of Love xoxo.
Went over to watashiwa's te`amor's place just now. We watched The Women. Well, it was a quite okay movie. Talking about love, family, bestfriends, fashion and all. Basically it's the WOMEN show.
I have nothing to blog today. Because, I woke up at 11, wanted to fill my car's petrol but then, the petrol station in Sungai Pandan was closed AGAIN! So I had to go all the way to the other side when the light DIDN'T BLINK already! I meant, the warning light in my car for empty gas. It wasn't blinking at all. It just stayed there! But I still managed to reach and fill FULL petrol! Lol. Then went to pick muah boypren up for lunch- we went to Da Ji. This restaurant that is beside Soon Lee's block. Which is, opposite the current 'Hock JOO HIN'. The food there is quite nice (:
Went to get flowers for Mothers' day then sent my boyfriend back to the office, came back home, gave tuition then after that, went out for basketball. That's basically it! (: Sad right? But nevermind, I'll be going up to Bandar tomorrow for dinner with ma pretty lady!
Happy birthday TING!
Good lucks for your exams in the morning! And, have fun at night with us lady ;) HAHAHAHA. Happy 21st! All the best to you! God bless!
xoxo!
And, i'm off to bed now!!! Sleepy me! Sleepy, very.
Good night everyone!
xoxo.
Psychology shaved all my hairs off my head and hands.
So sad, so sad! Everything I read, I forgot! Some came out, and most did not. God! Erikson didn't come out thank god but Jean Piaget did. JEAN JEAN JEAN. WHY LIKE THAT JEAN!
Defence mechanism
Sublimation - yna
Displacement - Ms xxxxx
Regression - most of us
Projection - Most girls
Reaction formation - Lex & Kim
Denial - Weirdo
Rationalisation - Mole girl
All these I know so well and it wasn't even needed in the exam papers! Oh god. Whatever it is. Let bygones be bygones!
Zimbo and Lex told me that there won't be anymore supplementary exam! :( Save me. What if I fail my psychology? I know it's really hard for me to fail but I totally mixed up all the theories! Not only I did, even my coursemate. Oh wells! Nevermind, we'll decide later on. Seriously!
Anyone who is interested for tuition, from form 1 - form 5 ALL subjects except Commerce/POA. The rest I can do. For commerce theory, I still can manage that. Feel free to call me or look for me in MSN. THIS IS BECAUSE, I will be free from the 13th of May onwards! I will be SO jobless~ Need to find something to do to fill in my free time.
How to tell if your car's tyre is punctured?
From my experience, to know when your tire is punctured is when you find difficulty in turning your steering to either side. And that side will be the side where the tire's flat. That happened to me once during my driving lesson! This evening after my exams when I was on my way back, I turned into the sign that says 'Bukit Beruang' and went to the dumping site *eww* to check whether my tire was flat or what because my car just didn't feel SO RIGHT. But in the end, everything was fine. Better check before anything happens right? (:
Been playing restaurant city on facebook. I don't know why, the game isn't really THAT interesting but it just attracts my attention somehow! Maybe because it's about decorating and controlling? Maybe.
Plans for this weekend: Going up to Bandar to have dinner with Ting Ting! Celebrating her 21st birthday! Babe, you're so lucky to have your name here on my blog. lol!
Plans for NEXT weekend: Down to Miri to get my IC and, maybe stay overnight ;) HOLIDAY!
There was no electricity when I reached home just now. I was hoping for a very nice bath and then nice sleep but who knows! Gaaahhh. I'm going to sleep soon!
Does THIS freak you out?
This evening when I was on my way back, the light for 'no more gas' kept blinking. I went to the petrol station here in Sungai Pandan and it was closed due to no electricity! And so, I drove over to the other petrol station which is located just few blocks away from the land transport/kompleks harapan. The queue was SO long. I didn't want to wait and so now, I have no petrol. Need to buy tomorrow! My dad told me that by having your petrol meter reach the 'E' for 'empty' sign always is not good for your car. Something will eventually be broken. I don't know what it is, but ya there is something.
I THINK, i'm going to sleep now. I'm very sleepy. Haven't been sleeping very well these few days. INSOMNIA!
2 more papers to go!
xoxo